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GROSS: So you have said that you don't like enjoying your own work 'cause you happen to be extremely self-critical. You've not spotted the O.J. collection. Are you presently ever going to watch it?

PAULSON: I'll see it, but I think I will waiting 'til it is over, up until all sort of hoopla-doopla-create (ph) have passed away down regarding it. I believe it's the first-time in my life I've experienced - within my top-notch existence - We have believed a real enlarge regarding self-confident effect on the my are employed in things. And i also consider I'm looking to merely see you to definitely once the I remember that basically watch it, I'll begin choosing it aside. And that i imagine it will be sweet - an excellent beat to possess me personally provide me personally a minute out-of exhilaration to celebrate, you are aware, the work.